I won the battle through faith.

I won the battle through faith
Glory to the highest!

Time to leave the love behind.

Today, the third blood of mine was drawn...

In few days time, I'll bid you my goodbye

5..4...3...2...1..

Sorry but I have to trade you
to save us on such sin.

I hope to see you in another lifetime
where I can promise to keep you.

I keep asking myself on what did I do on the last three decades.
I can't remember anything or maybe I shutted everything so I won't remember a thing. What if I have been so focused, what am I now? How far would I've been? Will I like myself?

I dont like what I've been. I often hate myself for imperfection. When will I accept what I am not?

I want to sleep now.
But the gods said NO.

I dont like nurses, call center workers, stage actors. They are the one who took my love away.
Reminding me that I cannot own one.

And I am left, all alone.
A loser in a game called LIFE.

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Keep your friends close
    your enemies closer.

One was too smart not to....BUT

a good researcher can dig deeper.

WORK HARD AND PLAY HARD!

But i did none of the two. Everything was done in mediocrity.

That explains the mess that I am in now.