I just wanted to be someone else's wife.

Is that too much to ask?

sa panahon na lumisan sa lupang niyayapakan mo,

hindi kita ni minsan man naalala.


inakala kong hindi ngunit
kaya ko pala

na kumawala sa iyong sumpa.




kahit sandali lamang.

January 1, 2011

I want to shut of my eyes, but how can I? I promised myself to write everything under the sun prior to this day. But promises are meant to be broken…






What a year to end. And what year to start? Another life to be bored about.






I don’t know what I want. I want less complications. But not without one.






In short, I just want to be a normal person.






In retrospect, there are some things that was learnt. And to look back, all I can say is that I became the person that I wouldn’t want. I dare to be untidy, unorganized and laid back. It does good and bad at the same time.






In God’s time, I will experience how it is to be normal. How I feels to be free.