Tuesday, April 6, 2010

April 6 is my deathday.

I felt extreme sadness and I dont know why. What is on April 5? It seems to be an ordinary day. With list of to do activities, presumption of lates and disappointments. Yup, I am a bad student driver. Literally and probably figuratively. Worst, after 3 years, an unexpected enuresis recurrs. And the gloom persisted until I woke up.

4AM. Usually, this is the time I sleep. (I dont know why, but I'm kept awake until the wee hours of the morning.) But today, its my waking time.

Then I remembered. According to my dream exactly a year ago, today is my death day.

On what year, that I do not know.

But for sure, I don't think it is this year.

I just know.

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